Notesformysoulmate

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Wednesday, April 29, 2020

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If you could peer into my heart, you’d see the depth of my feelings for you, the thoughts that swirl around you like a gentle current. But I hold back, fearful that my words might fracture the delicate dance we’ve begun. You’ve awakened sensations in me, dormant since childhood—feelings I doubted I’d ever experience again. It’s this vulnerability, the exposure to your perceptions, that leaves me trembling.

I’m caught in a whirlwind of emotion, questioning whether our hearts beat to the same rhythm or if my confession will send you fleeing. It’s a puzzle, this feeling—erratic, fresh, and utterly bewildering. It makes me question the very essence of love. Is this what it feels like? Is this the elusive emotion poets and dreamers speak of?

The possibility of this feeling morphing or vanishing is what truly terrifies me. My silence could be misconstrued as indifference, but please know this is far from a game. This is the rawest, most sincere emotion I’ve felt in ages. I crave clarity and honesty in our exchanges, a mutual understanding that can only come from open hearts.

By: notesformysoulmate



Sunday, April 26, 2020

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I love you, it’s a truth both comforting and bewildering. I can’t quite unravel this tapestry of past and present affections. The sharpest sting isn’t born from animosity, but from the absence of it. I’ve scoured the pages of poets and philosophers alike, and their chorus resounds: ‘True love is the tender ache that persists, even as you wish them the world.’

I hold onto the hope that you’ll find love anew, and when faced with the choice, you’ll plant your roots instead of taking flight. My heart sends up prayers for your joy, for you to unfurl into the person I see within you. May every grin, every chuckle, every glimpse of beauty wrap around you like a warm zephyr, like the sun’s gentle embrace. The mere thought of your contentment sends ripples of light through my spirit. The day you clasp love without a shadow of fear is the day my hope blooms.

You’ve braved the tempest, and I stand with you in understanding. But remember, even when night is at its most relentless, the dawn is ever on the horizon.

By: notesformysoulmate


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He played with your heart like he was fumbling with broken violin strings, not realizing there’s nothing in you that needs fixing. He was blind to the woman in front of him, to the soul that shines brighter than any cocky grin he could muster. It was foolish of him not to see the blaze in your eyes, the kind that could turn an average guy into royalty.

Girl, you’re nothing less than Persephone reborn, a deity in your own right. You’ve got the power to stroll through life’s infernos like you rule them. And this guy? Thinking he could charm his way in and out like a modern-day Hades? His biggest blunder was underestimating you. He failed to see that you’ve got the kind of presence that makes the earth quake with each step you take. But don’t worry, he’s about to realize it. And it will be his greatest defeat when he finds himself at the loss of such raw power that comes from possessing your heart. My Queen, that will be his greatest defeat!

By: notesformysoulmate

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Goodbye, love. I harbored dreams that you’d be my anchor, but alas, I was mistaken. When you set sail, my hopes were adrift with you. Now, I keep company with solitude, whispering to the void you left behind. I thought resilience would come easily, but the ache that has taken root is a testament to the mental tempest I weather.

Hello, walls—sturdy as the ancient oaks in California, towering as Everest’s peak, and as profound as the Mariana Trench. You’ve become an unexpected ally; a silent guardian promising safety. I’m weary from the lows, yearning for the highs that once painted my skies in vibrant hues. Now, a tapestry of grays stretches above me, a monochrome canopy where once danced the soft pinks and purples of dawn, and the deep blues of your eyes.

But no longer. I’m growing accustomed to the numb embrace of sorrow, finding solace in the crevices of pain. The words that once burned on my tongue, ‘I love you,’ now bring tears just by their memory, much like your image. As long as I don’t see, hear, or speak them, they fade into oblivion, becoming nothing more than a whisper, a shadow, an echo.

So, I bid you farewell, a tender ache of joy and sorrow intertwined. Goodbye, Love.


By: notesformysoulmate


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Confession of a Fearful Heart. I must confess; trepidation has taken hold of me. Not because of you, but for the echoes of my own past. It’s my burden to bear. The thought of revisiting old wounds, of feeling the sting of yesteryear’s scars, leaves me trembling. I’ve weathered storms in silence, endured more than my voice dares to unveil.

I’m not casting you in the shadows of those who came before; no, that would be unjust. Yet, here I am, standing at the precipice of something that feels so right, it terrifies me. The fear of yearning for the unattainable, of binding my soul to a fleeting presence, haunts me. My words may seem tangled, a chaotic spill from a restless mind. Ever since you stepped into my world, my thoughts and emotions have been locked in a relentless duel—doubt against desire, reason against romance.

These unfamiliar sensations, they surge through me, unbidden, unstoppable. And the truth? I don’t wish to quell them. I stand before you, hoping for patience, for understanding, for a hand to hold as I navigate this labyrinth of emotions.

By: notesformysoulmate

Wednesday, April 01, 2020

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What is Love? Is it the act of giving oneself so freely that vulnerability becomes an open invitation? Or is it the courage to erect towering walls, only to find someone who dares to scale them? Perhaps my understanding is flawed. I believed that the rapid dance of my heartbeat upon gazing into your eyes signified love. Others might argue that love is the reverence and respect in one’s voice.

Yet, I stand in the midst of uncertainty, missing you deeply. And I know she pines for him just as fervently. They say timing is inconsequential—if it’s the sole factor, then perhaps it was never meant to be. Love, I’ve been told, transcends distance, a notion that neither she nor I could dispute.

Loyalty? It was yours unequivocally, or perhaps it was. Your absence echoes loudly, as does his. I once believed that offering you the world would suffice, but it seems the world was too diminutive. I grapple with feelings of inadequacy, foolish for thinking I could be your savior. It appears I never stood a chance.

Yet, in this realization, I’ve unearthed a truth: I am capable of salvation, not for you, but for myself. The world I offered, which you overlooked, now belongs to the resilient woman you relinquished.


By:notesformysoulmate


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Ever caught your reflection and that stunning smile of yours? Yeah, the one that sends gloom packing and lights up every corner. Noticed how folks are drawn to you, like blooms to the sun’s warm embrace? That’s your spirit, shining bright. And the courage you’ve got, giving your all without expecting a return ticket—that’s pure gold.

You’re that rare bloom pushing through the concrete, healing your own scars, growing stronger each day. You don’t just let go; you rise, you push forward, embracing life’s vibrant palette, finding the beauty in others just as easily. You’re bold, unafraid to raise your voice or laugh at yourself.

You’ve mastered the art of dancing to your own rhythm, not minding the audience, just lost in the moment. You’re a mix of wit and whimsy, with words that sometimes race ahead of you. But change? Not a chance. You’re out there, fixing crowns with kind words, sparking smiles that reflect back on you. Time to adjust your own crown too, 'cause those jewels? They’re hard-earned, forged from the pressures you’ve faced, shining bright like the diamond you are.

By:notesformysoulmate
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Why can’t you glimpse your reflection through my gaze? Why does my declaration that you’re deserving of more fall on deaf ears? When I affirm your value, why don’t you believe?

Let me say it once more. You’re a pixie, a being spun from the magic of moonbeams and stardust. You view the world through a kaleidoscope of vibrant hues, your heart brimming with awe. You choose to see the splendor in souls, to overlook the shadows. That’s the essence of you—radiance, mirth, and verse personified.

Yet, why is it so elusive for you to see? You open your doors to those who’ve marred your spirit, time and again. They depart, leaving scars, and yet you welcome them back, harboring hope for change. You’re a wellspring of generosity, but darling, you’re also worthy of receiving. You’re remarkable, my pixie! Why can’t you perceive that? Why can’t you see yourself through the lens of my adoration?

By:notesformysoulmate

Saturday, March 28, 2020

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We crafted a masterpiece, you and I, borne from a kiss I longed for. That kiss, a prelude to a symphony of desire, left me yearning for a flavor uniquely his. As our lips met, I whispered for just a taste, a morsel before the crescendo. He obliged, as he always does, and with that sweet morsel, I was transported beyond the confines of the room. My mind took flight, my body sang in response, and my yearning for him deepened.

It began with a mere sample, yet soon, I was insatiable. Pleasure intertwined with pain, a delicious agony, and he, ever the maestro, promised an encore. I savored the moment, longing for the interlude to stretch into eternity. But the stage was set, and we found ourselves enveloped by an audience, their eyes alight with anticipation. They craved an encore, and he delivered, conducting a ballet of passion through me. I surrendered to his lead, to the sensations I scarcely believed possible. Together, we reached crescendos unknown to me, exploding into stardust, time and again.

My form remained, but my essence soared to euphoria, to the place he guided me. And from afar, I could feel their gaze, each spectator attuned to our impassioned aria. It was our song, fervent and formidable.

By:notesformysoulmate 
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Your body is like a song as it moves slowly; you start with a kiss. You work your way down and take him deep in your mouth. You sing a song of passion with your deep soft strokes slightly moving faster. He moans of pleasure to your beat. You take a breath, wanting more, and I ask where did your mind go? Is your taste for him sweet like the melody you play?

You take your time and play until your yearning becomes a drumbeat between your legs. Did the pleasure turn into pain as you wait for his surrender? We move our way to the stage where your song becomes a chorus of screams. As he moves through your body, the music he played, music both of you created, and I danced to your song as the music rhythms went faster this time. Making both of you explode in ecstasy again and again.

Where did you go while others watched from afar? Did you notice the awes on their faces?

Eventually, the only act was yours while the world watched, and we all played in a crowd with different vocals. How did it feel for you? Did the music that he played affect you? Did you dance to the vocals of others? Did you feel their gaze on you while you played the song? Were you as lost in the song like everyone else, while they watched and enjoyed how he played his music with your body? Or did you just let the song continue, and your mind wanders off?

“In the crescendo of our shared breaths, the world fades to a hush, A symphony of whispers, where every touch is a brush. The canvas of our skin, painted with desire’s hue, In the gallery of the night, our passion is the view."

By:notesformysoulmate
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You never listen!

Sometimes I feel like you don’t care to understand who I am or what I mean.
You never listen.
You haven’t taken the time to know me.
I know you say you do, but you don’t.
You can’t because you never listen.
yet you don’t even notice when you hurt me like no one else.
You have repeated the same others have said about me before,
and it didn’t bother me but, when it came from you, it burned me.
but today I can’t. It hurts,
the words keep playing in my head like the video you sent me.
I have always been judged for how I am,
for being brutally honest, for being myself.
I never cared; it never affected me.
it tore me down, and I can’t stop that feeling.
You know, I will go to war with any country if they mess with you.
So why do you doubt me?
Why can’t I be myself around you without feeling you could be offended at any point?
I thought you loved me for who I am.

You say you love me, that I’m your best friend,

Usually, I brush that off, don’t let it affect me,

So, today when you doubted our friendship, my commitment to you,

I don’t want to change myself.

“In the silence of your absence, my words find no home, An echo chamber of my soul, where my truths roam. In the quietude, my spirit speaks, a monologue of the heart, A plea for understanding, before we drift apart.”

By:notesformysoulmate

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There’s a peculiar ache in my chest, a longing for a voice I’ve never heard but know as well as my own. It’s a mystery, this profound sense of missing someone whose presence I’ve never felt, yet whose absence is as palpable as the night’s silence. My body craves an embrace that’s never been, a touch, a scent, a taste—all figments of a vivid imagination that somehow feels like truth. It’s bewildering, this anticipation of waking beside you, sharing whispers in the dawn’s gentle light. We’ve never met, yet my soul recognizes yours, convinced you’re out there, somewhere, a promise waiting to be fulfilled. My heart and senses are alight with feelings that defy logic, a silent symphony that plays only for you. It’s not a complaint; it’s a celebration of something that feels like destiny, like coming home. You are the missing piece I’ve been longing to find, and the thought of our eventual meeting fills me with a hopeful impatience. Does it make sense? In the realm of the heart, it makes all the sense in the world.
By:notesformysoulmate
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I’m a unicorn, that mythological creature whispered about in tales of old, a beacon of rarity in a world of the mundane. For men, I transform into a mermaid, the siren of the sea, an embodiment of fantasy and unattainable dreams. Why do I claim such fabled identities? It’s simple. I am the woman of desires, the muse of countless daydreams, yet when reality dawns, and I stand before them, there’s a retreat, a flight. The longing remains, but the courage falters. My presence, my assertiveness, my unbridled passion, and yes, my sexuality, become overwhelming. Men profess a desire for strength, for a voice, for autonomy, yet when confronted with a woman who embodies these traits, it sparks a conflict. They seek to dim the light that shines too brightly, to quiet the voice that speaks too freely. What of her desires? What of mine? When asked what I seek in a man, the words escape me, for what I desire is a love that mirrors my own—a love that is fierce, unwavering, and whole. I am not without flaws, but my love is all-encompassing.
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Monday, March 23, 2020

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What am I doing? I declared myself done with love, with relationships, with anything beyond the physical. Yet here I am, questioning, changing, feeling. What is this if not a betrayal of my own rules? I’m no schoolgirl lost in naive dreams; I’m a woman fully formed, supposed to be beyond such follies. But am I falling for him? On what grounds? Where did my logic flee, leaving behind only this raw, uncharted emotion?

Feeling—it’s such an alien concept, yet it enveloped me. It felt good, to be adored, to be seen for who I truly am. No masks, no alterations. He seemed to care, and I let myself bask in that warmth. But it was a mirage, a lie. He didn’t stay, and the pain that followed was a stark reminder of why I had closed off my heart.

Yet, through the hurt, he unknowingly taught me something vital. I yearn for love, for adoration, for a connection that’s uniquely mine. I thought, for a fleeting moment, he was my soulmate. I felt it, but it wasn’t reality. Despite the disillusionment, one thing is crystal clear: I will continue my quest for true love, for my soulmate. He’s out there, somewhere, and our paths will cross when the time is right.

By:notesformysoulate

Sunday, March 22, 2020

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In the brief chapters of our acquaintance, you’ve bestowed upon me a title I’ve longed for, yet I stand in wonder if I’m worthy of such a crown. Our connection has been a rollercoaster, a fast-forward through seasons of emotions, simulating years within days. In your presence, I glimpse a reflection of a person who loves with abandon, and it’s in your embrace that I feel empowered, not diminished. The universe within me has shifted, leaving me to ponder if I’m deserving of a title meant for another kind of woman.

My affection for you has evolved, taking shapes I never anticipated. I’ve loved an image, a figment, a man conjured in the recesses of my mind—yet you stand before me, similar but starkly real. Your intellect is a tapestry rich with knowledge and curiosity, and your kindness, humor, and love are genuine. When you speak, you captivate me, leaving an indelible impression.

But the truth remains—we are still strangers in many ways. Perhaps it’s time to pause this whirlwind of passion, anger, and judgment. Let’s start anew, with no final destination, for love is a journey with no true end, only paths that we choose to walk together or apart.

By: YV
@notesformysoulmate

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Greetings, enigmatic soul. Who might you be? Undoubtedly not the familiar who has traced constellations on my skin, igniting a fervor within. Salutations, Love. Your tender, unhurried caresses map my form—a dance both foreign and yet intimately known to my own rhythm. Welcome, Intimacy. An unexpected guest in my sanctuary; when did you slip beneath these covers? Unseen, you ensnared me—how so? When did our duo’s haven expand beyond just us? As moments lapsed and I writhed in the linen’s embrace, you leaped into our playful fray. Amidst the ecstasy, you wove your essence, amplifying every sensation—a truth now dawned upon me. But for what purpose have you emerged? From whence did you arise? Uninvited, unpleated for—yet you’ve etched indelible, exhilarating imprints upon my consciousness, leaving a trail of queries in your wake. Why choose this moment to appear?
 By: YV
@notesformysoulmate
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Your affection, once a saccharine dream, gradually revealed its acrid truth. Your confectionery deceptions ensnared me, words of love as alluring as they were hollow, whispered by lips that sculpted beauty itself. You spun yarns of everlasting bliss, yet what I consumed was the apple of deceit—its venom lulled me into a stupor. I wandered, somnambulant, through the fantasy you crafted, blind to the folly of surrendering my essence to you, relinquishing my autonomy.

To envision you as my savior, the prince destined to break the spell with a mere kiss—how misguided I was. Instead, you were the puppeteer, twirling the spindle, observing as I plummeted repeatedly into the abyss. Was it my own naivety, offering my heart to a phantom clad in sweet falsehoods? The chocolate-coated lies, oh how delectable they seemed. I confess, they were a delight to the senses. Yet, the stark reality remains: you were but a mirage, a figment far removed from the idol I had conjured in my mind’s eye.

By: YV
@notesformysoulmate

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When I professed my love, it was an offering of my very essence. I immersed myself in your narratives, connecting with the experiences that shaped you. I felt the echoes of your past—its sorrow, its joy, its tranquility, and its affection. But did my heart’s resonance reach you? Declaring my love was a journey to comprehend the origins of your endearing, crooked smile and the spark in your gaze when you reminisce about bygone affections. Your cherished hues, your sweet indulgences, the signature of your stance—do you recognize these in me? My love was a vow to soothe your sorrows, a shared confession of our deepest shadows. Have my words found a home within you? My love was genuine, unwavering. Was yours? Yet, to truly love you, I must first embrace self-love. Thus, I bid you farewell, with wishes of well-being and a love as profound as the one I was prepared to bestow. You are worthy of such love, and I hope it finds you. This is the depth of my love for you—letting go, accepting you might never return, acknowledging you may never grasp the magnitude.

By: YV @notesformysoulmate