Notesformysoulmate

Embark on a journey through the heart's deepest desires at Notes for My Soulmate, where every word weaves the promise of a love that's destined to be. Connect, share, and find your soul's echo.

This space offers original reflections on healing, identity, and emotional restoration. Each post is crafted to help readers feel seen, soothed, and stirred. We explore trauma recovery, poetic writing, and the journey toward wholeness.

This space began as a whisper...
but it’s grown into a voice I no longer silence.

Welcome to where the truth burns bright
and the words don’t flinch.

—Elowen

3/22/2020

The Illusion of Sweet Deceit: Awakening from the Dream

“Some dreams don’t end—they unmask themselves.” —Elowen

I should’ve known by the way your sweetness clung to the tongue—
not like honey, but like spellcraft.
Every word dipped in ache, wrapped in sugar.
And I swallowed it.
Smiling.

You carved poetry into your mouth just to pour lies through it.
And I?
I drank it like it was prophecy.

You spoke of forever with a voice that knew expiration.
You kissed like a thief—soft hands, empty pockets—
and still, I mistook you for sanctuary.

I played my part.
The enchanted one.
The girl in the tower who confused your gaze for rescue.

But Elowen was watching.
She whispered through the vines growing wild in my ribs:
“This is not love—it’s seduction wearing a borrowed name.”

I see it now.
The velvet of your deception.
The ache I called intimacy was just a slow unravel.
You were the illusion—and I, the offering.

Yet this isn’t a tragedy.
This is my awakening.

I return the dreams you borrowed.
I reclaim the kiss I once believed would save me.
And in the hush you left behind, I bloom feral—
rooted, risen, wild again.

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