Notesformysoulmate

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Wednesday, April 29, 2020

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If you could peer into my heart, you’d see the depth of my feelings for you, the thoughts that swirl around you like a gentle current. But I hold back, fearful that my words might fracture the delicate dance we’ve begun. You’ve awakened sensations in me, dormant since childhood—feelings I doubted I’d ever experience again. It’s this vulnerability, the exposure to your perceptions, that leaves me trembling.

I’m caught in a whirlwind of emotion, questioning whether our hearts beat to the same rhythm or if my confession will send you fleeing. It’s a puzzle, this feeling—erratic, fresh, and utterly bewildering. It makes me question the very essence of love. Is this what it feels like? Is this the elusive emotion poets and dreamers speak of?

The possibility of this feeling morphing or vanishing is what truly terrifies me. My silence could be misconstrued as indifference, but please know this is far from a game. This is the rawest, most sincere emotion I’ve felt in ages. I crave clarity and honesty in our exchanges, a mutual understanding that can only come from open hearts.

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Sunday, April 26, 2020

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I love you, it’s a truth both comforting and bewildering. I can’t quite unravel this tapestry of past and present affections. The sharpest sting isn’t born from animosity, but from the absence of it. I’ve scoured the pages of poets and philosophers alike, and their chorus resounds: ‘True love is the tender ache that persists, even as you wish them the world.’

I hold onto the hope that you’ll find love anew, and when faced with the choice, you’ll plant your roots instead of taking flight. My heart sends up prayers for your joy, for you to unfurl into the person I see within you. May every grin, every chuckle, every glimpse of beauty wrap around you like a warm zephyr, like the sun’s gentle embrace. The mere thought of your contentment sends ripples of light through my spirit. The day you clasp love without a shadow of fear is the day my hope blooms.

You’ve braved the tempest, and I stand with you in understanding. But remember, even when night is at its most relentless, the dawn is ever on the horizon.

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He played with your heart like he was fumbling with broken violin strings, not realizing there’s nothing in you that needs fixing. He was blind to the woman in front of him, to the soul that shines brighter than any cocky grin he could muster. It was foolish of him not to see the blaze in your eyes, the kind that could turn an average guy into royalty.

Girl, you’re nothing less than Persephone reborn, a deity in your own right. You’ve got the power to stroll through life’s infernos like you rule them. And this guy? Thinking he could charm his way in and out like a modern-day Hades? His biggest blunder was underestimating you. He failed to see that you’ve got the kind of presence that makes the earth quake with each step you take. But don’t worry, he’s about to realize it. And it will be his greatest defeat when he finds himself at the loss of such raw power that comes from possessing your heart. My Queen, that will be his greatest defeat!

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Goodbye, love. I harbored dreams that you’d be my anchor, but alas, I was mistaken. When you set sail, my hopes were adrift with you. Now, I keep company with solitude, whispering to the void you left behind. I thought resilience would come easily, but the ache that has taken root is a testament to the mental tempest I weather.

Hello, walls—sturdy as the ancient oaks in California, towering as Everest’s peak, and as profound as the Mariana Trench. You’ve become an unexpected ally; a silent guardian promising safety. I’m weary from the lows, yearning for the highs that once painted my skies in vibrant hues. Now, a tapestry of grays stretches above me, a monochrome canopy where once danced the soft pinks and purples of dawn, and the deep blues of your eyes.

But no longer. I’m growing accustomed to the numb embrace of sorrow, finding solace in the crevices of pain. The words that once burned on my tongue, ‘I love you,’ now bring tears just by their memory, much like your image. As long as I don’t see, hear, or speak them, they fade into oblivion, becoming nothing more than a whisper, a shadow, an echo.

So, I bid you farewell, a tender ache of joy and sorrow intertwined. Goodbye, Love.


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Confession of a Fearful Heart. I must confess; trepidation has taken hold of me. Not because of you, but for the echoes of my own past. It’s my burden to bear. The thought of revisiting old wounds, of feeling the sting of yesteryear’s scars, leaves me trembling. I’ve weathered storms in silence, endured more than my voice dares to unveil.

I’m not casting you in the shadows of those who came before; no, that would be unjust. Yet, here I am, standing at the precipice of something that feels so right, it terrifies me. The fear of yearning for the unattainable, of binding my soul to a fleeting presence, haunts me. My words may seem tangled, a chaotic spill from a restless mind. Ever since you stepped into my world, my thoughts and emotions have been locked in a relentless duel—doubt against desire, reason against romance.

These unfamiliar sensations, they surge through me, unbidden, unstoppable. And the truth? I don’t wish to quell them. I stand before you, hoping for patience, for understanding, for a hand to hold as I navigate this labyrinth of emotions.

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Wednesday, April 01, 2020

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What is Love? Is it the act of giving oneself so freely that vulnerability becomes an open invitation? Or is it the courage to erect towering walls, only to find someone who dares to scale them? Perhaps my understanding is flawed. I believed that the rapid dance of my heartbeat upon gazing into your eyes signified love. Others might argue that love is the reverence and respect in one’s voice.

Yet, I stand in the midst of uncertainty, missing you deeply. And I know she pines for him just as fervently. They say timing is inconsequential—if it’s the sole factor, then perhaps it was never meant to be. Love, I’ve been told, transcends distance, a notion that neither she nor I could dispute.

Loyalty? It was yours unequivocally, or perhaps it was. Your absence echoes loudly, as does his. I once believed that offering you the world would suffice, but it seems the world was too diminutive. I grapple with feelings of inadequacy, foolish for thinking I could be your savior. It appears I never stood a chance.

Yet, in this realization, I’ve unearthed a truth: I am capable of salvation, not for you, but for myself. The world I offered, which you overlooked, now belongs to the resilient woman you relinquished.


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Ever caught your reflection and that stunning smile of yours? Yeah, the one that sends gloom packing and lights up every corner. Noticed how folks are drawn to you, like blooms to the sun’s warm embrace? That’s your spirit, shining bright. And the courage you’ve got, giving your all without expecting a return ticket—that’s pure gold.

You’re that rare bloom pushing through the concrete, healing your own scars, growing stronger each day. You don’t just let go; you rise, you push forward, embracing life’s vibrant palette, finding the beauty in others just as easily. You’re bold, unafraid to raise your voice or laugh at yourself.

You’ve mastered the art of dancing to your own rhythm, not minding the audience, just lost in the moment. You’re a mix of wit and whimsy, with words that sometimes race ahead of you. But change? Not a chance. You’re out there, fixing crowns with kind words, sparking smiles that reflect back on you. Time to adjust your own crown too, 'cause those jewels? They’re hard-earned, forged from the pressures you’ve faced, shining bright like the diamond you are.

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Why can’t you glimpse your reflection through my gaze? Why does my declaration that you’re deserving of more fall on deaf ears? When I affirm your value, why don’t you believe?

Let me say it once more. You’re a pixie, a being spun from the magic of moonbeams and stardust. You view the world through a kaleidoscope of vibrant hues, your heart brimming with awe. You choose to see the splendor in souls, to overlook the shadows. That’s the essence of you—radiance, mirth, and verse personified.

Yet, why is it so elusive for you to see? You open your doors to those who’ve marred your spirit, time and again. They depart, leaving scars, and yet you welcome them back, harboring hope for change. You’re a wellspring of generosity, but darling, you’re also worthy of receiving. You’re remarkable, my pixie! Why can’t you perceive that? Why can’t you see yourself through the lens of my adoration?

By:notesformysoulmate